2013

2013 has been one of the most emotionally and mentally challenging years.  I really felt like a was hanging on to sanity by a thread.  And not to mention the loss of hope.  I honestly started to think it was impossible for me to have children.  And that was such a crushing feeling.  It's a hard pill to swallow.  I felt myself getting ready to be done with infertility treatments.  7 years is a long time to hold on to hope for something that just keeps failing over and over again!!!  But luckily, I have the most amazing husband, family and friends in the world who lent me some of their hope when I was running on fumes.  I don't think I would have made it through this year without them!!!  And I get to end this very rough year knowing it's the last New Years we will spend without baby z.  I don't have any new years resolutions again...still don't believe in them (for myself!).  But I know that 2014 is going to be a good one!!!!!!