Ready for some good.

I think I might have hit a new low.  I should probably talk to a therapist or something.  Because this hurts just way too much.  It's hard to be so sad and pissed off at something that's not even tangible.  It's at the root of everything else I feel.  I was at Wal Mart today all I could think was that these people, even the ones that are creepy or weird, the cracked out people, that have kids have more purpose than I do.  I just feel like giving up.  Everytime something starts looking up, something else goes to shit.  And I'm just ready for some good.